i was really in the mood to blog last night but due to my sinus , i was seriously fatigue and my eyes were so dry so i HAVE TO sleep . nice sleep , sweet dream and suddenly , there's a commotion somewhere near my ear . oh no . again ? it's the mosquito troop again . they always come at the wrong time aye?
i am all awake now . the first person whom greeted me a good morning was joshua FOOL LOL . joshua , all the best yea =) we'll always support you . people have their ups and downs . you will definitely overcome it with the strength of GOD and of cause US haha . i still remember how i used to hate people with the name joshua just because of a play boy named JOSHUA . how stupid , i know . after all , i had learnt something new . Do not judge a person by its name =x .
when i closed my eyes last night , a surge of thoughts ran into my mind . it's all about my love story . some of it is just too dramatic , some of it is just to childish , some of it is just too harsh BUT i am glad to have all of you guys in my life or else i won't become the ME now . i still believe that one will always grow up in each and every break ups . it is definitely a good experience =) no harm to love , right ?
so , that's how my love story goes...
i met my first boyfriend in my primary school . it was fun to recall back how we had always fought with our belongings and ended up going home with damages plastic files , books or bottles AT TIMES . we didn't demolish the school , no worries . no vandalizing too , just some bruises ? haha . that was the times. btw , we were only friends that time . our relationship started when we went into separate secondary school in Form 1 . it was you whom started it , okay ? he somewhat changed his msn name to I LOVE SIN YIN . what a way to confess @@ . right , you guys must be thinking kids~~~ haha looking back at those time , yea i will agree with you too . i was only 13 years old and i was in a relationship ? anyway , it was a innocent coupleship . we didn't even have the courage to sit on the same chair , what's more about holding hand ? =x the sweetest part of this coupleship was when he ran to some ice cream stall and got me an ice cream without me knowing . it was quite of a little surprise . a small act but it means a lot . this coupleship lasted for 3 months .
i guessed we are better as friends , right ? heh
and then i met my second boyfriend in my secondary school which is SMKBBSL . honestly , SMKBBSL was a hell to me AT FIRST . i was a rebellious student and some teachers even had their eyes on me , not to forget our discipline teacher , Pn Zuraini . i hated the school , i hated the close minded teachers , i hated the rules and i just hated everything . all of these hatred was instilled in me during Form 1 . i bet Erica must be sick of listening to me complaining, ranting and whining about my school and how much i am missing SSM haha . so , it was in tuition when i met my second boyfriend . somehow , he was also my schoolmate . at the very beginning of our friendship , we played , we fought , we threw dusters at each other , we played water and undoubtedly bruises all over us everyday . i sounded like some restless , fidgety kid , right ? haha but that's seriously what i did during those times . i was really playful =x . lots of problems occur when we got into coupleship . there's misunderstandings , jealousy , insensitivity etc etc so we ended our 9 months coupleship .
we are still friends now but at times , we acted as if we didn't know each other . how weird , right ? we can be really close at times and really cold at times . XD seasonal stuff ~
when it comes to the third one , i shall say this is the relationship that hurts me a lot and also made me lingered around for 2 years but this is the relationship that made me grew up a lot . haha i don't deny that it was so not realistic but it brought about feelings and memories . i met him in an online game , RAGNAROK ONLINE when i was 12 . back then , we were really good friends online and we often webcam . i don't know how and why , i had fallen deeply in love with him . from the rebellious school girl , i changed and became the quiet , hardworking , homework-on-time girl . somehow , i was brushing up with my english too . seriously , my english was worse before this . okay , it is still bad now . honestly , i have problems with grammar LOL . BACK TO THE TOPIC , i still remember hurting him so much until he said "have mercy" . as i had said , my english was bad right ? so i answered , " what is mercy ?" . thinking back about it , it just makes me laugh LOL . how can i be so stupid . it was such a wrong time to ask . this relationship was a long distance one . in fact , i didn't meet him before . haha
all of these happenings had became the past but i will still remember the promise we made . fulfill it or not , i will try =) thanks for being my boyfriend . you had trained me to become someone with great patience and of cause a better person . smile no matter what =D
love is such a complicated process , right ? besides the above three boyfriends i had mentioned , there's some other short relationships and affairs too . it is more like a boyfriend-girlfriend thing but the point is we didn't get into a coupleship . so it's more like a scandal ? haha . i don't think it is needed to blog about about them , right ? it will be a tooooo long story and i can't just keep you guys wasting the time here reading my grandmother's love story haha .
as for my present boyfriend , Brandon , i don't deny that he is a good boyfriend (okay. none of the girlfriends will degrade their boyfriends , right ? ) BUT he is just lacked of some romanticism hahaha . romanticism can be developed i supposed . let me HELP you ! haha as for the story of this boyfriend ? i will not blog about it now because i am in a hurry . i need to go to the loo !! so, to be continue ! ja